What an Adventure

HA! pregnancy isn’t some beautiful experience like every mother claims it to be…well not for me at least. Everyday gets harder for me to even stay content. i cant eat anything, I’m in and out of the hospital, and depressions getting the best of me, but i try, i try for us to stay strong, even though i know i cant. Everything’s getting so much harder. My relationship doesn’t really seem to be going anywhere but down. Moving in together and getting married is furthest from my mind now. My new focus is making what me and Francisco have stable enough to bring a baby into. And i seem to continue second guessing myself on the decision I made. I’m happy i have it and i look forward to holding my baby in my arms..But was it the right choice. I don’t know. I want to give up…I’m tired.